Becoming unique: A qualitative study of identity development of adolescent kidney recipients.

Teenagers who receive a renal organ transplant have to take up the double challenge of identity development, the primary task of adolescence, and of overcoming the complexities of their illness. Previous qualitative studies found that adolescents felt that the organ transplant and its treatments mainly defined who they are. The relationship to the donor can be a source of concern for some of them, especially for those who received from a parent and feel an obligation to be obedient and grateful. While donor parents are known to interpret their gesture as giving life for a second time, no research to date has described how this particular gesture may influence adolescent development. The present article aims to examine and describe identity development of teenage kidney recipients in a context of parental or deceased donation. We used a qualitative design involving individual interviews with 10 adolescents. Five of them received from a donor parent, five from a deceased donor. Data were analyzed using IPA. Results suggest that identity development is influenced by similar concerns for all adolescents regardless of donor source: body image, social relationships, and anxiety about the future. One aspect that stood out from the discourse of those who received from a parent was feelings of guilt towards the donor when engaging in behaviors that could comprise graft survival, which was a challenge for identity development. Receiving the transplant freed teens from the struggle of just managing their illness and was a catalyst for exploration and engagement, which are crucial for identity development.